Perplexed

Days I have wasted
In contemplating
Thinking it over
Making sense of

Algorithms laugh at me
Pikes
Trees, homes
A whole gamut of things. But I am
Not as perplexed as I was -
Let's say back in my twenties

Dewdrops of culture
And playful age
And abundance
Bounce around me
In a maze of,
Rather
A string of sub-cultures

Sub-terranean seas
A sub kind of a social
Paradigm
Underneath,
Beneath everything

It's not that laborious
To gauge
If you were to, and
Preposterous as it may sound
You are never too far from it

Homes are warm, away from the
Winterian wrath
Restaurants bubble with people
Colour floats around
Dark of the night
Darkening further
Things with colour
Touch and melt-
All around.

--

Anant Dhavale

Outsider

Once you become
an outsider
you remain one

there is a certain degree of
being an outsider by choice involved here
(or not)

going back is always an option
to the circles and
the cracking hinges of
culture
alleys of age old notions
held tight

pieces of your own

in the faded

scarlet yonder

often though
you choose not to;
a certain vehemence
keeps telling you
you were born
an outsider

and then it matters even less


--

Anant Dhavale

Melancholia
Shreds of Sunlight
a brooding sigh

Insomnia

When you don’t sleep much

And work till long wee hours

They may say you have got Insomnia

Timid thing it is

This insomnia

As it makes you the lone wolf
devoid of a pack

Stark awake

Right now, all I can hear is

A refrigerator hum

And the silence

Bourbon has not brought me much comfort

May be the morning will.

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Restitution

These long walks – are partly the reason

Of my being sane

Kind of a restitution – you know, rebuilding

The bare, torn sinews

Tonight, I walk

Along a stony trail

Through the dark woods

I have heard it reaches a glorious mountain - distant, blue and green

Plaintive as I may sound,

believe me

this is my usual tone

and I am not necessarily sad

And the mountain,

It may just hold the

Panacea

.

Anant Dhavale

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I stare into time ..

I stare into time
As if it were a television set
Blaring images
Aimlessly

Time is oblivion
Thought is but water
Water remains
A mystery
Unsolved

Cities make me
Crumble under fear
The bus stations, the ill-lit alleys
An image of me departing

I mostly like a certain mold of mine
But for a crack
That runs through my time

With soft, rustling shadows

As if they were
Solemn evenings, prolonged
With slow rains
And no end in sight

--
Anant Dhavale
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walks..

These lonely walks
have made you lonelier
That's what's happened.

--

Anant Dhavale

1

A warbler shrieks
Amid the loneliness
Interrupts a state ...


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Emptiness

Emptiness and I
A solitary trail
Grief, subdued


--

Anant Dhavale

05/21/17

A couple of haikus

1.

Deserted noon

A fan squeaks

Beneath the hot roof

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Anant Dhavale

2.

Its early spring

But in my weary mind

Winter looms large yet..

-

Anant Dhavale

A haiku

The summit looks

At you, from a distance

Such a still gaze

--

Anant Dhavale

Haiku

Flock lands on ice

A perfect coherence
The world moves on

--

Anant Dhavale

Haiku

Day-break

Noises in the background

wheels resuming the whirl..

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Anant Dhavale

The Storm

YOU have come to me, on this hot noon

As the desert burns

My thoughts are blue, for a moment

The reckoning of my days

Bestowed on me

My breath is heavy with the dust of decades,

Loneliness.  The descent of a great desert

The say, nor the thought

Neither the sound

Can travel unto the truth;

But it has, behold – there is a storm

That gathers at the far horizon

The great tempest, as it shall be known

Henceforth

And forever

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Anant Dhavale

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Alchemy

Like the after sex giggle

Or sunlight shining through the slush

Sometimes, it isn’t so complex,

Rather, a well-made soup, the

Perfect  alchemy of colours

Before it slips

From your fingers

Only to be merged with the brook …

Anant Dhavale

Coyright@ Anant Dhavale