Thursday, November 5, 2026

1

Time is a scratch on the
Unknown - a longing for the
Unknowable, the coolness
Lurking down the corridors of
Ancient caves —

Caves that have
Outlived us, and the most
Capable of
Our creed.

Us - the belligerent,
Disinterested dots
Milling about an
Indifferent universe. 

-Anant Dhavale

( This is an older poem)

Wednesday, November 4, 2026

WIP Novel.

WHEN the ship landed Vime had no idea what he was going to do. The last 48 hours had been a blur. An assassination attempt, followed by a miraculous yet exhausting escape from Ulna. Life had taken a decisive, incisive turn for him — but more than that it was a rude awakening. Ulna was home, it was safe, it was his fiefdom. And now, here he was. Tired, bruised and feeling empty. For the first few hours he seethed in anger. How could he be such naive; it was all in front of him — done by the people he trusted the most.Vola; especially Vola. Uncle Jer. Woxhl, his trusted commander. After a while he had lost the count of people who had betrayed him. Now, as he exited the massive ship, Vime had an absolutely empty mind and eons of time to think where he went wrong and the multitude of ways he was done in. He could hear faint expressions of wonder and joy from his fellow passengers, marvelling at the massive graceful ship, and that how lucky they were to get to experience it. His mind had shut itself from pleasant thoughts. He wanted to feel bitter and keep feeling it for a moment.

As was the custom all passengers alighting from the were made to wait in the decompression zone for several hours before they could land on the soil of Dera. It was a sprawling lounge, replit with food, wine and entertainment consoles. The only outsiders to be seen were the lounge staff, clad in protective suits, hurrying through their tasks, traveling in ultra light golf-carts. The zone was only meant for inter-galactic travelers whose bodies were able to take in the atmosphere there, thanks to the time and space zones they had traversed. Non-travelers were only allowed to enter the zone in protective suits and strictly on a need basis. Vime had experienced such travel in his childhood, when their parents took them for a vacation to Dera. A small, loving family of four. Now reduced to two. After the death of both of his parents a few years ago, his sister Kuna had left Ulna for good. She spoke with him sometimes but her sense of detachment kept those interactions brief. At least she is happy there - she must be, Vime thought as he tried to make himself comfortable in the massive recliner that sent thousands of minute rejuvenating electrons through his body.

It’s a beautiful day, and Vola looks stunning in her flowery summer dress. It’s all white, almost theological but maybe the sunlight was exposure set to meet the mental wellness count. Vola whirls all around him. He could see and feel her at first but now she appeared to disintegrate past him. Vime thinks his brain had become ounces lighter. Some pure weird zig-zaggy yet un-pathological trance draws him in but it seems Vola kept drawing him out of it. Why wouldn’t she stop though. But now she is with him, in front of him, near him. She leans in to him with a glass of dark red wine in her beautiful slender hands. How he loves her hands — your hands are pretty, my sweet. He says. But she does not answer. Instead she flungs the wine in his face and says something which he does not discern. But Vola, he tries hard- I love your hands dear. I love your hands. This is what you get for loving my hands — she laughs weird and says, you know what this is ? What is this Vola ? Do you not love me. He keeps talking, now almost yelling his heart out but the wine stains his face and he can not move. But Vola can move in subtle graces, for a moment he feels her dancing, in elegance whirls of white and blue and red. But he keeps trying to tell her how he loves her. It is important. Must be said. And then the beautiful summer day turns dark blue and it rains so everyone around them runs in, but Vime can not. Vola still talks in long, agitated tones but all he can feel is her warm breath on his skin. Vola! Vola ! He thinks he yelled her name but the words freeze.

A loud buzzer rang and woke him up. He wiped the sweat from his forehead and let out a big sigh. He could swear for a couple of moments he remembered every intricate detail of the dream he had before it all evaporated. Something about Vola and her pretty hands. You fool ! He scolded himself as he exited the lounge to the open lands and meadows of Dera.
Perhaps, he said. This is where I was meant to be.
(Continued.)
Note : I am trying to do a Nanowrimo - this is UNEDITED raw stuff..
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11/06
Vime could feel the heaviness in his feet as he exited the port into the passenger offloading area outside. But the thought of being in a new place mildy fascinated him, even in this state. Dera was not a crowded place like Ulna. It appeared larger than its size due to the scarcity of people. Thousands of  miles of untamed wilderness in all its glory. It had a few cities, scattered like small dots on both its coastlines and vast swathes of absolutely raw-rugged back-country that stretched in between. He walked slowly as thoughts clouded his mind. 
He kept passing smaller groups of people, waiting for their rides.
Vime felt the heat of the land on his face as he waited for Fezi to pick him up. The sprawling port that stood behind his back seemed to engulf him. A massive wall of glass rose from the ground all the way up. Vime tried to locate its top edge by jutting his neck out but the Dera Sun dazzled him and could see nothing. Tired from the travel, he felt his feet giving away for a moment or maybe it was the ground that was shifting. But before he could full realize what was happening, he found himself collapsing sideways, landing on the hard concrete side-path where other passengers waited. 

"Oh my God!" A woman shouted as she rushed to help him. 
"Are you alright !" she exclaimed. "Here, let me help you up," she extended a hand which Vime was happy to hold as he faltered back to his feet.
"Thank you, miss," he said, the look of embarrassment on his face deepened with the lines on his forehead. Still dizzy, he tried to steady himself up.
"It's been a long trip."
"I know. I was there, you know." She smiled at her. Vime could not resist noticing her dark brown eyes and her pleasant smile. 
"I am Rim, by the way. " 
"Vime." He managed to respond. He wanted to talk to her more but a Zim vehicle appeared and stopped in front of them. Its door opened and a long ramp pushed itself out, bridging the gap between the pavement and the floating vehicle.
"Here's my ride. Take care," she said hurrying into the vehicle. "You can find me at the Tron," she shouted as the door of the Zim closed and the vehicle zoomed into disappearance. 
Within the span of a few moments Vime had entered a new place, suffered a fall and met with a strikingly attractive young woman.
What a day. He murmured as a large Zim appeared in front of him. An older looking gentleman with gray hair stepped out. 
"Welcome to Dera, my boy!" he exclaimed in a cheerful tone. 
"Uncle Fezi. I am glad to see you."
They shook hands. Fezi started saying something but then he looked at Vime who looked completely frazzled. 
"Let's get going, shall we. Home is a ways from here." Fezi said as he ushered Vime into the vehicle.

It was a fairly spacious ride with comfortable large seats in light blue lighting. 

"I am gonna sleep for a bit, uncle Fezi, if you do not mind." 

Fezi nodded in response but Vime had already dozed out. He felt bad for the young man. Fezi was a family friend, a close associate of his father's from the days of the grand revolution. When Fezi had received the initial communique from Vime, he had realized it was something serious. But he had no idea what poort Vime had gone through in the past couple of days. 

Monday, October 26, 2026

Hijrat

Vision suffers
A burning light
Pierces through an unfamiliar sky

Earth - the ever known
Never understood
Freedom to walk, a terrifying
Door to the unknown

Banal crossings : Peek out the womb
Or close the wandering eye 

A bird traverses seas
Schools of fish move with
Motion color uncertainty

Beyond, a knowing
A Silhouette of ways

Displaced, the droplets form again
Make me whole. 


.Anant Dhavale

Saturday, October 24, 2026

Drab

These days I mostly 
Read, then I read some more.

The warm glow of the
Tablet, shimmering in the dull-luster glow of
Long-form literary journalism — 
Too intoxicating to ignore 

The article always starts with how the 
Author met with protagonist 
On a humid afternoon 
Or morning 
Before detailing out other mundane 
Things
How the con unfurled or how the mountain
Killed the half of them

It is essentially a drab thing to do
Say slightly better than doom-scrolling
Or reading some abstruse French theorist 
Or even wondering about your 
Conniving thuggish relatives 

Then at the end, the deal gets sweetened  with
Another enticing read
Privilege, racism, narcotics, AI
Whimsical writers and their equally insane
Editing counterparts 
No dearth of fodder in this big bad
Beautiful world of ours 

The gullible consumer inside of me
Is an easy prey 
Even for the otherwise docile 
Literary journalists. 



. Anant 

Saturday, October 17, 2026

Yakṣa's tale

Quit drifting 
It is broad day-light after all

The Yakṣa who spun this daydream
For idle merriment
Put enough desire and pain and suffering in there
To make it palpable

Wake up
The day moves with the
fierceness of an unknown mason's
Clang

Hordes of ambition maraud the streets

Go join them.

.Anant Dhavale

Wednesday, September 2, 2026

Nothing's beyond reckoning —that 
dissolution of the self does not happen, dang
it does not matter much in reality

And though reality is relative, what with the passage of time
and lives in a continual transition

Pain is real, so are smiles and breezy mornings
Nothing relative there

When soul-crushing things happen, and there is
an ache difficult to set aside, the questions of 
existence become moot

People have still strived to find scraps of meaning



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